biggest fan

Staring at the stars like they hold some kind of answer
I guess you weren't the only one who had a chance here

I was fooling myself in hopes of fooling you too
Im not as tough as I talk but you know that's nothing new

We talked about dreams and stupid big time plans
and now all you should know, Is I'm still your biggest fan

You saw through my story, and I thank god you did
I'm glad we both see now, im still a little kid

You helped me grown up, if only at sixteen
I realize who I am now, I realize what you mean

there's reasons I don't reply, reasons I don't say yes,
The reasons are fairly obvious, you'd get it on the first guess

I take to heart the things you said, and all I said was true
I'm finally at a point, where I can say this is through.

A different world.

You are the reason I wake up, the very reason for my day,
This isn't going to be easy, Its just the things I need to say

You have to realize what youre doing, you have to realize it alone
the thought of you coming back, the thought of how much we've grown..

You know I think youre gorgeous, but thats not even almost the thing..
I know soon you'll be in my driveway, thats when my phone will start to ring..

So we'll watch the stars together, and tell secrets about our life..
knowing tomorrow it'll all be forgotten, is like being stabbed by a knife.

I can deal with the having fun, I cant deal without your smile,
Please try not to be vain, youre not the best boy in my file.

I knew we'd never be much, but I dont count this as a waste
I would've stayed for the whole meal, but you only wanted a taste.

You think Im the one losing, like youre getting off scotch free..
but soon enough you'll realize, youre the one who's missing me.

If all you got out of this was a different impression of a girl,
I hope thats a lesson you held, you saw a different world.

of all the things..

I know how you feel, and I completely agree
the things that we do, cant be things that they see
I'm feeling it too, and its not fair to think
all that we've had can be gone in a blink
The thought of this being over is saddening at best
just know that this will not be forgotten and you will be missed
Watching the stars, I'd rather watch you
I cant believe what you're saying, of course i love you too.
I guess we'll mark this up, wrong place, wrong time
But its not like what we're doing is the worst of all crimes.
You are an incredible person, inside as well as out
You said we'd make it some day, I believe it without a doubt.