Everything happens for a reason..

Be my reason.

The neighbors said she moved away; Funny how is rained all day.

I shouldve known this was coming to an end, especially since you think im that kinda girl.
But Im not.
Im okay on my own, silly of me huh? To not want someone right beside me 24/7. stupid girl. I can sleep on my own and wake up on my own. Shocking. I dont need you, Honestly, I dont need anyone. Im happier on my own, that isnt because I dont love you with everything I have, that isnt it at all, Im happy on my own because I can prove that Im stronger than anyone thinks Im capable of being. Im a big girl.
Ive never lied when I said how much you mean to me, Except those hate things.
I didnt put a time limit on us either, which sad enough, you cant say that for yourself. But I guess its okay, youve gotta make goals for yourself right? Gotta set yourself up for some standards, and you did. Some awful hideous standards.
I may not have been the kinda girl you thought I was when we first met, But I thank God everyday for not being her. Im happy with who I am, It took me a while to get here., Ill admit that. But now that im here, now that Im happy with me, I wouldnt change that for any boy in the world.
If a boy comes along and he's right for me, then Im happy, If he loves me for me, Im ecstatic, but most of all If he understands me, and gives me space to find myself, Im in love.

Im in love.

So, Im taking time to be alone. Im taking time to find me. Im not going back there, at least not for a while. I can feel weights being lifted. You were right I couldnt try to be who I wanted because you were in the way.
Now im trying harder than ever. Ill prove you wrong, but best of all, Ill prove myself right.

"Who will your best friend be next year?"

I hope to God its you. I've never gotten along with girls.. ever. But as corny and stupid as it sounds, I'm lucky to have you. March was possibly the hardest time of my life, it broke my heart, over and over. I know that it changed us, but I'm not too sure that's so awful. We are completely different, everyone can see that.

But I love how when people are around us, I can feel that they feel us. If you get that at all.. haha. You feel like a best friend to me.. I know that no matter what happens, Youll always need me to take you places, but I think thats what we have each other for, to take each other places. I know that when we're old and gray, Britney will still be the cd of choice, and driving too fast, or maybe too slow will still be the funniest thing either of us have ever done.. Maybe we can even do halloween again! haha.. So who will my best friend be in a year? I hope to God its you.