Ive been roaming around always looking down at all I see.

"I want him. I don't even think he's perfect anymore
and I still want him."
- Wicked


Those words seemed so sincere
and I've been so lonely here.


"You know I used to spend every day thinking about you
and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by
I lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you
couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to have that person
not have the same feelings back. Look, I'm sorry if you
miss the way I looked at you, but i dont miss the way you
never looked at me."

She laid her heart and soul right in

your hands, and you stole her every

dream, you crushed her plans.

She never even knew she had a choice,

& that's what happens when the

only voice she hears is tellin' her she can't.

You stupid boy.

-Stupid Boy; Keith Urban

I wasn't happy about them breaking up. not at all.
I never once thought that it meant she might start liking me.
all I cared about was the fact that she got really hurt.
and I guess I realized at that moment that I really do love her.
because there was nothing to gain and that didn't matter.
the perks of being a wallflower; stephen chbosky





Whats your biggest fear? being forgotten.

Cant live cant breathe with no air

I have so much to tell you.

Some things make her cry.

Sometimes she thinks she's strong, sometimes she thinks she's gone, past the point of feeling anything at all. Sometimes she's sure she's crazy. Sometimes she feels like maybe the only way to survive is to stay angry. And that works fine most of the time, but some things make her cry.. like Bruce Springsteen, silver Sebrings, eggs scrambled hard, home-made birthday cards. A gray sweatshirt over faded jeans with a hole in the pocket where a wallet's supposed to be. Blue sheets on an unmade bed, strong shoulders with a summer tan and rain in the headlights. Yeah, some things make her cry. She didn't shed a tear when he left her here, November 21st of last year. She said she'd be just fine, but maybe she lied cause some things make her cry.. like drive-in movies, oatmeal cookies, 49'ers, all night diners. Blue eyes under a red ball cap, waking up alone at 3AM. Icy streets, New Year's Eve, falling asleep on a brown love seat and runway lights.

Yeah, some things make me cry.

At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me. And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone. There comes a time in everyone's life when all you can see are the years passing by. And I have made up my mind that those days are gone.

Something Inside me makes me wanna dance..

Im over this.
Its okat that you dont want me, or youre playing your little hard to get game, Thats fine.
Ill get over this, I have before. And just like last time, Ill say it again.
Dont come back.
Dont want me.
Thats all I need from you, no apologies, no goodbyes.
Just leave.
Leave and stay gone.